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Birthday: 11/10/1989
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Saturday, November 17, 2007

 

 Life is going but Im walking with it hand in hand.

Sorry for not posting enything here but just wasnt in the mood or something.

A lot of things happened during the summer time,or even like the slt months,that it would take me ages to write this all and most probably I would forget the 2/3 of it. But Ill just say the God prevents me with awsome expirience and that makes me happy and stronger.I understand right now everything that is happening in my life and around me. Some wont believe that,its your choise and how to life your life,and how to make your life alsow.

No matter how we turn it,we creat our own realety.Try to think about this. Our thougths have a great influence on our lifes.Everything that is running in our head has a direct influence on everything around us,cause we all form one big organizme. One person can make a change. Time isnt like falling sand where a person is a small piece of sand. Cause one piece of sand cant change the way how the sand is falling,but a person has the strengh for that. Think about it. The only thing that matter is faith,how much faith he has in God. A week ago I turrened 18,so now I have more apertunities in buseness,so Ill do my best to reach the help menkind in this world.

Ill show how one person with God can make it all.

Cheer up and try to see whats best for your life,cause you control it. Be more open minded to everything that happens around you cause  the answers that are always near.

You choose your lfie and God leads you to your dreams and to what is right.


Friday, April 27, 2007

 

 In the passed days the Estonian goverment began to take down the monument about the victory of nazi in 1945 ob the 9th may. All of this begun because one estonian dude bougth the land. Later it was a good political movement to use it as a voting carmotial(reklam).

Ok they decided to move it you cound make it all calm and silently but they did so,that the people would feel bad. They said *We gonna tare your f*cking moment off and you f*ck you* 

You can think or say what you want,but my mouther land makes everything to show me,how she doenst want me.

For many,no lets say for about 99% estonians this monument plays no role. The prove it today,when only 30 people came with an estonian flag,to bad that there were about 100 russians who kicked their asses later in the old town. There were only teens there,no growns ups. Growns ups are smarter then the teens. Well they got what they wanted.

Estonian politians just begun to dig a  hole for there old economic system and for there political releationships with other countries.

One of the things that kills me,that christian estonian ppl think that its a good thing to take it away.Guys I love you,but this thing really hurts me and I dont see enything right in it. Yes you can find,but so many bad thing will happen to everyone.

Tell me does you heart bleeds for this monument when you see it ?Did you even felt the soviet union? I dont think that you thought a lot when you were 4-5 years old. Tell me did you fought in the 2nd war ? You like russian people feel  sad inside ? Do you like that old people feel like  their spilled blood or their close friends would be for nothing ? Many of their close friends died there,my grand father died there and this monument is a small part of him alsow.Yeah thats how they feel and many others.

It really pisses me off.So many estonian people have no problem with it,about 85%+ (I talked about this theme a lot). But there are teens who have a brain that works good,its easy to move them,to tell them how they need to think.There are people who fought in the 2nd world war,like my grand pearents. They remember how it was and I think your grand pearent remember that alsow,thats why they arent running around like stuped teens (without teeth now). They remember what the germans did and what was there plan for estonians.(kill 70% of people and  leave estonians with the most german names and survnames. I wont say enything about the gews or russians or eny other country)

But do you remember that this monument symbilizes the victory over FAZIZM and not RUSSIAN OCCUPATION ?

 well thats the thing that touches me right now the most,that my mouther land makes me feel unwanted.

* Well you can look on it from the other side* You can look,but you cant change the feelings.

 sorry if I hurted you,but thease are my feelings,my thoughts and theirs nothing to do with it. Im not a person who sits quetly when there is something wrong or when someone is doing something wrong.

 have a cool week . )

 


Saturday, January 13, 2007

 

 Some time I should write here surely...

Well dont know what to share with you,but I can say 1 thing for sure,Im gonna get baptized

but

not in our church.

I understood some things and now I really feel that its right.

Many people follow God.Even if they look in the bible and understand everything that doesnt mean that they are doing the right thing. Or many people try to close their eyes on things that are hard to do. It is said that to heaven leads a narow path,well now I feel that I have founded it.

Why not to get baptized in our church,does it make a diffrence ?

 - Well the bible says that a good tree brings good fruit and a bad tree brings bad.A bad tree cant bring good fruit or the other way around. Alsow Jesus said * Go and make diciples of all nations and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you* Follow him in each day and his word,doesnt that the bible say us ?

But still Im thinking of geting baptizing in our church,cause our schurch brought me to God,so many day,so many hours spent in talking and discusing whats right...Im really thankful to all people who are in our church,a BIG thanks to you all and who arent here right now

So why do so many people live with God but only with them or with the people from church ? Why dont people share the good news? Doesnt it say that we have to do it ? Yeah its hard,but who said that it would be easy. Each day that you live,try to imagine if you asked each day some one if they wanted to know about God.How many people now would be in church ? just a mathamatic calculition that if 1 person would bring 1 person each year then it would be like this. 1 persen gets to baptize 1 person,on the second year there would be 4 chrstians,on the 3rd year 8 and on the 32 there would be around 5 000 000 000 people (around) Kinda interesting,dont you think ?)

I really see clearly that our church is living just in its own circile.The borders dont open.i really truly believe that we can change that.Its hard,but its the only way,the narow way,the right way.


Thursday, November 16, 2006

 

 A flower that doesnt bloom,has no purpers in life.

think of this prase...

    ...answer it to your self...are you blooming ?

 

 


Thursday, October 26, 2006

 

 yesterday while falling asleep remember a moment from my summer

There we three of us : me,Sasha and Dan. Dan was from my school,but now he is in a diffrent one.Life was hard on him.He tried to give the best to it but it just spited on him.This is how he feels..

he has his own thoughts about life and God. He told me his theory about heaven

 -If you love apples what happens when you get to many of them ? You start to heat them,cause they loose their meaning of taste and specialnes(sorry for gamma) . So I think that when you will get to heaven you wont feel happy for ever,or just for a long time,cause you will get to much of it.

so what would you answer to a person when he said such a thing ? try to answer to him inside and then read below

I didnt even think,just took me about 3 sec to answer. I told him - How long can you live without sleep? So you wont be able to live without heaven for a long time alsow.

he cound say anything after my words and our coversations on this theme has ended on my words

 

Ok in few words life is going well . )

 A pieceful heart gives life to the body. - this is me I guesse : ) Finaly got rid of this stuped thing,that bothered me inside for a long time and now feel happy) the only question I get inside is how blind I cound have been,but if it wasnt for this thing I woundnt have grown inside and outside so that whas Gods plan

Cya all on the weekends and grats for everyone who gets a break on the next week



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